Well this week was the week from hell! Personally, financially, and physically (diet wise)!
This week has been the most stressful 5 days Iv ever experienced in my life. Iv cried excessive amount ands generally had a hard time trying to see the positive (for those of you that know me you will know this isnt like me at all). The 2 stress triggers were as follows:
1) I started my new job after a lon wait and many phonecalls to and throw to NHS human Resources about CRBS, references and various other things. I was excited but nervous on day one but was pleasantly suprised and also very relieved to find that everyone there was SO lovely and welcoming. We have only been there 5 days and already feel so close and part of a real team. However, the fact still remained....starting a new job would mean change, change and more change....coping with this pressure whilst having 'stressor 2' constantly at the front of my mind left me feeling very emotional and unhappy though. Day 1 of the new job everyone decided to go to McDonalds and I accepted even though Id deliberatly prepared lunch...silly me! Week 5 has been the worse ever, Iv consumed cupcakes (as pictures above), eaten a McDs and generally has a crappy attitude towards food this week. Now the first week of induction is over though I really dont have any excuse.
2) Myself and Andrew have been planning on moving into a new place together but the fact that the government doesn't make it easy for first time renters (let alone buyers) has annoyed us greatly! We predict that we may be moving out in 220 at this rate! The frustration and stress has made me eat lots of sweets and led to the downfall of my diet this week. However, constantly support from Andrew and the smiley faces of my new work friends has made me positive about things towards the end of the week and Im determined to get back on it tomorrow.
Im dreading getting weight tomorrow but its something thats got to be done....Ill keep you all posted on the results! If Iv only put 2lbs on then Id be over the moon!
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