Reflection.....

I'm beginning to wonder if I'll ever be happy about my body?!

Some people entertain their minds with ideas of a sexy size 8-10 but not me.....I dream of the day that I'll be able to fit into a comfy size 14, look in the mirror and think WOW!

On reflection, I recognise that Iv been fat all my life....sometimes I find my self lying awake at night and imagining what it might be like to be a slimmer (better) version of my self.

Its a gradual process and I know I'll be on this journey for some time (even perhaps for the rest of my life) but it still doesnt stop me from feeling impatient and annoyed at my shape.