Whats wrong with me??!!! HELP
For every good week I have on track, I have two days where I eat like a disgusting pig and couldn't care less about loosing weight.
My partner is loosing lots of weight and if I do say so myself he looks great for it. People make jokey comments about him leaving me once he's thin and finding someone else....I know these people mean these comments in a playful way but a little part of me wonders whether it is true.
I must have tried a billion diets! with little or no success.
Andrew (my partner) asked me the other day 'will you ever be happy with your body?' truth? I dont think so. When I was 4.5stone heavier I had few body issues and actually felt sexy at that size.... however, now Im more consious about food, health and general weightlos I have become obsessed with this idea that only women under a size 18 can be taken seriously as a beautiful person. I respect this is a very bad attitude, especially as Im a size 24 myself but I cannot help myself.
Janett,
ReplyDeleteYour not the only one, trust me, I have been the same way and I understand your frustration. It's hard and it is a struggle but honestly when you reach that goal, even a small one , it feels so good and you can't imagine ever going back to what you were before. Honestly, I feel a lot of the time I eat unhealthy food when I get bored of the healthy bland food I usually eat. Look for some healthy recipes, something tasty and delicious but still low on calories and yummy, that way your not bored and you can still be healthy . Best of luck. I am rooting for your success.